Betty Guadagno joins Dave on Dopey to share an unbelievable story of addiction, survival, recovery and spiritual awakening.
Betty began using methamphetamine at 15 and spent years cycling through pills, heroin, crack, alcohol, sex work, homelessness and repeated overdoses. After the devastating loss of both parents to a suicide pact, her addiction intensified as she tried to escape the trauma, grief and shame.
Everything changed during her third overdose. Lying on a bathroom floor in Brooklyn, Betty experienced a powerful near-death experience and heard the voice of her father telling her, “You are worthy of all the love in the universe.” What followed was an extraordinary path into 12-step recovery, long-term treatment and a completely new spiritual life.
CHAPTERS:
00:00 Introducing Betty Guadagnino
02:29 The Near-Death Experience That Inspired The Wheel
04:03 Growing Up With Addicted Parents
08:19 Trying Meth at 15—and Not Stopping for Four Years
10:27 Childhood Abuse and a Violent Home
12:14 Betty’s First Rehab Experience
17:49 Her Parents’ Suicide Pact
19:54 Finding Her Parents After Their Overdose
23:22 Grief, Drugs and a Failed Attempt to Find Help
25:20 Trauma and Losing Her Relationship With Her Sister
28:12 Using Addiction as an Excuse to Hurt Others
31:18 Moving to New York and Entering Sex Work
38:27 How Pills Progressed Into Heroin Addiction
42:40 Choosing Drugs Over the Love of Her Life
45:30 The Darkest Point of Addiction and Sex Work
47:52 Alcohol Withdrawal, Seizures and Detox
49:33 The Boyfriend Who Died From a Cocaine Overdose
53:24 Betty’s Third Overdose and Near-Death Experience
56:06 The Life Review She Experienced During Her Overdose
1:00:05 Celebrating 30 Days With a Meth Relapse
1:02:22 Meth Psychosis and the “Bugs” Under Her Skin
1:04:00 Hearing Her Father’s Voice From the Other Side
1:05:27 Meeting God and Being Sent Back to Earth
1:08:04 The Stranger Who Led Her to Recovery
1:10:33 A Spiritual Healing From Heroin Withdrawal
1:14:10 The Recovery Meeting That Changed Everything
1:15:15 Eighteen Months in Long-Term Treatment
1:16:42 From Addiction to Spiritual Teacher
1:20:06 How Anyone Can Begin a Spiritual Practice
1:22:05 The Wheel, Spiritual Coaching and UFOs
1:23:27 Betty’s Experience at DopeyCon
1:24:57 Her Parents as Spirit Guides
1:25:39 How to Ask a Loved One for a Sign
1:27:41 Final Thoughts
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Meth at 15, Heroin, Sex Work & a Near-Death Experience | Betty Guadagno

Betty Guadagno joins Dave on Dopey to share an unbelievable story of addiction, survival, recovery and spiritual awakening.

Betty began using methamphetamine at 15 and spent years cycling through pills, heroin, crack, alcohol, sex work, homelessness and repeated overdoses. After the devastating loss of both parents to a suicide pact, her addiction intensified as she tried to escape the trauma, grief and shame.

Everything changed during her third overdose. Lying on a bathroom floor in Brooklyn, Betty experienced a powerful near-death experience and heard the voice of her father telling her, “You are worthy of all the love in the universe.” What followed was an extraordinary path into 12-step recovery, long-term treatment and a completely new spiritual life.

CHAPTERS:

00:00 Introducing Betty Guadagnino
02:29 The Near-Death Experience That Inspired The Wheel
04:03 Growing Up With Addicted Parents
08:19 Trying Meth at 15—and Not Stopping for Four Years
10:27 Childhood Abuse and a Violent Home
12:14 Betty’s First Rehab Experience
17:49 Her Parents’ Suicide Pact
19:54 Finding Her Parents After Their Overdose
23:22 Grief, Drugs and a Failed Attempt to Find Help
25:20 Trauma and Losing Her Relationship With Her Sister
28:12 Using Addiction as an Excuse to Hurt Others
31:18 Moving to New York and Entering Sex Work
38:27 How Pills Progressed Into Heroin Addiction
42:40 Choosing Drugs Over the Love of Her Life
45:30 The Darkest Point of Addiction and Sex Work
47:52 Alcohol Withdrawal, Seizures and Detox
49:33 The Boyfriend Who Died From a Cocaine Overdose
53:24 Betty’s Third Overdose and Near-Death Experience
56:06 The Life Review She Experienced During Her Overdose
1:00:05 Celebrating 30 Days With a Meth Relapse
1:02:22 Meth Psychosis and the “Bugs” Under Her Skin
1:04:00 Hearing Her Father’s Voice From the Other Side
1:05:27 Meeting God and Being Sent Back to Earth
1:08:04 The Stranger Who Led Her to Recovery
1:10:33 A Spiritual Healing From Heroin Withdrawal
1:14:10 The Recovery Meeting That Changed Everything
1:15:15 Eighteen Months in Long-Term Treatment
1:16:42 From Addiction to Spiritual Teacher
1:20:06 How Anyone Can Begin a Spiritual Practice
1:22:05 The Wheel, Spiritual Coaching and UFOs
1:23:27 Betty’s Experience at DopeyCon
1:24:57 Her Parents as Spirit Guides
1:25:39 How to Ask a Loved One for a Sign
1:27:41 Final Thoughts

Follow Dopey!
Website: https://www.dopeypodcast.com
Instagram: https://instagram.com/dopeypodcast/
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/dopeypodcast/

Follow Betty!
https://www.instagram.com/betty.guadagno/
https://wearethewheel.com

Tags in this video
#podcast #dopey #addiction #mentalhealth

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Meth at 15, Heroin, Sex Work & a Near-Death Experience | Betty Guadagno

Louis “LJ” Ruggiero opens up about the gambling addiction that left him $1 million in debt, nearly sent him to prison, and made him gamble from the hospital on the night his son was born.
LJ had already gotten sober from drugs and alcohol. His business was thriving, he was earning extraordinary money, and his life looked successful from the outside—but his compulsive gambling continued escalating in secret.
In this raw conversation with Dave, LJ reveals how a $200 blackjack win at 15 became a 12-year gambling addiction involving sports betting, casino hosts, secret bookies, family bailouts, stolen jewelry and devastating debt.
He explains how he turned $10,000 into $500,000 in Las Vegas—only to lose all of it and another $100,000 before leaving. He also recounts going from $22 in his bank account to earning $380,000 in two days, why winning only made his addiction worse, and the moment his wife’s card was declined while trying to buy diapers.
After reaching a million-dollar financial hole and believing he had no way out, one phone call finally forced LJ to tell his family the truth. He entered Gamblers Anonymous, surrendered control of his finances and began rebuilding his life one debt—and one honest day—at a time.
This episode is an honest look at sports betting addiction, compulsive gambling, substance abuse, relapse, recovery, family consequences and the dangerous belief that one more win will fix everything.
Connect with Louis Ruggiero and Nothing’s Off the Table:
https://www.nothingsoff.com/
Subscribe to Dopey for more honest conversations about addiction, recovery, drugs, gambling, comedy and surviving the darkest moments of our lives.
CHAPTERS
00:00 Welcome back to Dopey
02:21 Growing up as Rosanna Scotto’s son
05:03 The controversy over being “California sober”
10:00 Why gambling addiction is different
11:31 Turning $200 into $9,000 at age 15
14:24 Discovering sports betting and bookies
15:49 Stealing and selling his mother’s jewelry
18:13 His first Gamblers Anonymous meeting
21:12 Getting sober—but continuing to gamble
23:30 Going from $22 to $380,000
24:46 How casinos reward losing gamblers
29:23 When $1,000 bets stopped feeling exciting
34:34 Turning $10,000 into $500,000—and losing it all
38:06 COVID destroys the ticket business
40:18 Why compulsive gamblers always lose
42:36 The family bailouts begin
44:34 The final year of his gambling addiction
47:15 Promising to stop before his son was born
47:59 Gambling from the hospital after the birth
49:43 His wife’s card is declined buying diapers
50:35 One million dollars in debt
51:31 The phone call that forced him to confess
52:40 Finally telling his family the truth
53:44 How Gamblers Anonymous helped save him
54:58 Self-exclusion and surrendering his finances
56:42 Why gambling was more powerful than drugs
58:40 How to recognize a gambling problem
If gambling is affecting your finances, relationships or emotional health, help is available through Gamblers Anonymous:
https://www.gamblersanonymous.org/
This conversation contains discussion of addiction, financial crisis and suicidal thoughts. Viewer discretion is advised. If you or someone you know is in immediate danger, contact local emergency services or an appropriate crisis-support service in your country.
#GamblingAddiction #AddictionRecovery #DopeyPodcast
Inside Louis Ruggiero’s $1 Million Gambling Addiction

Louis “LJ” Ruggiero opens up about the gambling addiction that left him $1 million in debt, nearly sent him to prison, and made him gamble from the hospital on the night his son was born.

LJ had already gotten sober from drugs and alcohol. His business was thriving, he was earning extraordinary money, and his life looked successful from the outside—but his compulsive gambling continued escalating in secret.

In this raw conversation with Dave, LJ reveals how a $200 blackjack win at 15 became a 12-year gambling addiction involving sports betting, casino hosts, secret bookies, family bailouts, stolen jewelry and devastating debt.

He explains how he turned $10,000 into $500,000 in Las Vegas—only to lose all of it and another $100,000 before leaving. He also recounts going from $22 in his bank account to earning $380,000 in two days, why winning only made his addiction worse, and the moment his wife’s card was declined while trying to buy diapers.

After reaching a million-dollar financial hole and believing he had no way out, one phone call finally forced LJ to tell his family the truth. He entered Gamblers Anonymous, surrendered control of his finances and began rebuilding his life one debt—and one honest day—at a time.

This episode is an honest look at sports betting addiction, compulsive gambling, substance abuse, relapse, recovery, family consequences and the dangerous belief that one more win will fix everything.

Connect with Louis Ruggiero and Nothing’s Off the Table:
https://www.nothingsoff.com/

Subscribe to Dopey for more honest conversations about addiction, recovery, drugs, gambling, comedy and surviving the darkest moments of our lives.

CHAPTERS

00:00 Welcome back to Dopey
02:21 Growing up as Rosanna Scotto’s son
05:03 The controversy over being “California sober”
10:00 Why gambling addiction is different
11:31 Turning $200 into $9,000 at age 15
14:24 Discovering sports betting and bookies
15:49 Stealing and selling his mother’s jewelry
18:13 His first Gamblers Anonymous meeting
21:12 Getting sober—but continuing to gamble
23:30 Going from $22 to $380,000
24:46 How casinos reward losing gamblers
29:23 When $1,000 bets stopped feeling exciting
34:34 Turning $10,000 into $500,000—and losing it all
38:06 COVID destroys the ticket business
40:18 Why compulsive gamblers always lose
42:36 The family bailouts begin
44:34 The final year of his gambling addiction
47:15 Promising to stop before his son was born
47:59 Gambling from the hospital after the birth
49:43 His wife’s card is declined buying diapers
50:35 One million dollars in debt
51:31 The phone call that forced him to confess
52:40 Finally telling his family the truth
53:44 How Gamblers Anonymous helped save him
54:58 Self-exclusion and surrendering his finances
56:42 Why gambling was more powerful than drugs
58:40 How to recognize a gambling problem

If gambling is affecting your finances, relationships or emotional health, help is available through Gamblers Anonymous:
https://www.gamblersanonymous.org/

This conversation contains discussion of addiction, financial crisis and suicidal thoughts. Viewer discretion is advised. If you or someone you know is in immediate danger, contact local emergency services or an appropriate crisis-support service in your country.

#GamblingAddiction #AddictionRecovery #DopeyPodcast

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Inside Louis Ruggiero’s $1 Million Gambling Addiction